Te Quiero

Te Quiero
Fikri Ismail

"Unbelievable"

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and you changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Oh yeah, break down and cry.

[Chorus]

Now I see, what love means




atentamente,
Efliza Ashari

just when i think i have to figure out my own word..

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Life is a struggle and it is even harder when you don’t get it.


trime kasih bace blog saye!!!

crite dinding

@home sweet home

aku dok ngadap laptop dari tadi kat bilik study..
kanda dari tadi dok ke hulu ke hilir...cam xsedap ati..menjengok ape yang berlaku di luo bilik..



dinda: buat ape 2?
(sambil melihat bekas kapor simen n "pembaris kecik" kanda pegang)

kanda: nak tampal lubang ni...

dinda: ooo...perlu eea?

kanda: perlu...

dinda: nnti xlawo la..kale dinding laen2..burok!!
(muke n mulot memuncung..)

kanda: dari berlubang....
(smiled kereqly dgn mata yng mengecil..sambil meneruskan pengecatan beliau yang sgt teliti)

dinda: ooo...eaaaa..
(ni bukan umah kite pun..sewa je...bermonolog dalam hati msuk semula ke bilik study..smbil bernyanyi2 kecil..)

moral of the story

kanda a.k.a suamiku....
harta org kene jaga!!jgn senang2 je nak drill sane drill sini..lubang sane lubang sini...

adehhhhhhhh....

p/s suamiku sgt menjaga harta org ok!!

....buzz....

June
depressed month...
please let me out of all this stuffs!!

Because of this,
I have a limited number of hours to give to my kanda...


I kept hoping this will end as soon as possible...
amin....




this= labwork..labwork...labwork...labwork!!!

aku pandai _____k

malas nak cakap banyak...
aku dah pandai...masak ok!!!MASAK!!
MASAK dlm erti kamus aku,masak yang simple2 jer.
Dah 3 bulan kawen, banyak benda yang aku blaja...dulu time bujang2..balik jer dari kolej..xpernah nyer nak dudok dapur...maklum la skali skala balik..mesti mak n abah masak kan untok aku...tgk2 jer dah siap terhidang atas meja...bru je nak masuk dapur..mak kate xyah nak tolong2..kemas depan umah pun dah cukop...aku nak kate ape..mmg diorang xcaye ape yg aku buat nnt kat dapor...buat nyemak jer....

Bersyukur dapat husband yang sporting,xcerewet bab2 makan ni. Bukan xnak cube,tapi sebab xder kekuatan diri nak masak untuk tekak org laen..stakat tekak aku sorang jer xder la nak malu sgt kan...dalam erti kate laen nak tunggu kawen dulu...bru nak masak..

kenape tunggu kawen, bru nak blaja masak???sebab:-
i. ader dapur sendiri!!..best gler bile masuk dapur sendri..puas hati dgn barng2 yg kite bli sendri...
ii. xder org yang tgk bile masak except my kanda
iii.xder org bley comment masakan aku...except my kanda..kalu kanda yg comment pun mesti xsakit hati...

kat bawah ni aku letak pic masakan, yang aku rase paling hebat penah aku masak..korang nak gelak2 la..simple jer..tapi xsangke menjadi...



paprik ayam
amacam??ader rupe x??
reference= fariz, napi et al (2010)




kari ayam..
amacam?ader beran nak rase??hahaha
reference= omak den et al (2010)



ayam masak kicap...letak carrot jer..sebab kitorang xberape nak makan sayur..huhu
reference= omak den et al (2010)




ader lagi masakan yang aku masak..kang letak kang takut korang xcaye..
(sebenarnyer xde kije nak tangkap gambo setiap masakan..xkuase nyah...)

Antara masakan laen yang aku masak...
....pari asam tumis...
....kurma ayam...
....masak lemak telor (ni dah biase masak dah)
....masak sambal telor...
....telor masak kicap..
....sambal telor....
....goreng telor...(very comman one...hahahah..)


mungkin korang kate masakan2 aku bese2 jer kan...tapi bagi aku..ni la masakn yang paling hebat pernah aku masak dalam hidop aku...nak cakap ape..cakap la...
"ader aku kesah...." quote fariz et al(2010).beb wa pinjam ayat lu jap....

3rd month aNniVersarY!!

Fikri and I
We had just reached 3 months of marriage.
i slowly discovering all the adorable details of his personality...
He is, I would say that..
..my sweetest gift..
..my inspiration..
..my day and night..
..my pain reliever..
..my heart and soul..
..my answered prayer..
..my confidence..
...until the end!!!

and there is only one word to say.............
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!
Hepi 3rd month anniversary kanda...

without hIM......

DAY 1
...kanda kate xyah anta k KLIA..cab die amik..xbg aku anta..dgn alasan takot tinggal labwork banyak nnt @ takot aku sedey nak kene tinggal.maklum la 1st time pas married kene tinggal..dulu time couple slalu gak die g outstation..tapi time 2 xder feel ape sngt..now being someone's wife..rase cam len sket...

tiMe:MaLAM balik lab lambat around 9pm gak la
peNemaN 1:faRiz (1st option,single,sempoi,makan xkesah kat mane,mandi pun xkesah bile,tido xkesah pakai tilam nipis bujang aku,jenis yg xde nak melawo,make-up2 segala..i LIKe!!!
maKan:nasi ayam org sedekah pas meeting ngan fariz


DAY 2
...labwork as usual
tiMe: sharp at 5pm..sungguh punctual pulang awal pada ari tersebot.
peNemAn: fARah n DiYAnA (ex-classmate kat uiTm dulu),amik diorang at fc Sc,UPM
maKan:aYam msK paprik + saYur kaIlan ikan mAsin+ teh manGga+ desert MangGa (bli kat pahAng ari 2). KaMi bertiga masak!!!cam men masak2 aku rase...men bow jer masak..agak memasing sume nak tunjuk kepakaran memasing..hmmm..bley tahan gak la masakan kami...but still i'm d worse...aku xpandai _____k!!!

DAY 3
...labwork as usual
tiMe:6.30 bergegas pulang umah maK..rindU kat mAk abah n Khaled
peNemaN:famILy..tido bawah ketiak mAk...tetibe peLuk mak tgH maLam..dah lame xpelok maK..aku anak m__ja oK!!!
maSak: ape2 jer ader kat dapur+ goreng telor..aku sapu jer..dah nak maghrib smpai umah...


DAY 4
...konon nak masuk lab..tapi kaki dah terstuck kat umah dengkil..maap yer fariz n bunbing...t/jawab wa kat family sab2 ahad amat diperlukan..huhu
time: sab2 yg penat kemas umah habok2 segala yg saje ditinggalkan untok aku...
penEMan: family terchenta!!
maKan:ikan sardin cili api(aku masak) + su-un masak lemak...abah aja masak ok!!benda baru gak dlm msakan aku,bley apply ni time kanda pulang..kekadang aBah msak lgi seDap dari mAk..huhu

DAY 5
..mOtHer'S DaY sPecIAL..aku mencurahkan bakti kat halaman mengijau maK...sapu longgokan dedaunan kering..pembersihan longkang..pencabutan pokok2 mati kat paSu mak...peNat dowH!! melecet tgn!!!
tIMe:pAgi-g pasar ngan MaK.mak memperkenalkan kat aku segala jenis ikan yg ader kat pasaR 2..ikan ni bley mask ni,ikan 2 bley msk itu ini..bla...blaa..bla...cam aku hingat jer sume.huhu..rase cam nak record je perbualan tersebot...maK sgt memahami aKuu...again...aku xpandai m___k...
maKan: nSi AyaM speciAL..yng bukAn aku buaTTTTT...hahaha...akak aku yg buat!!aku tgk mElODI!!kepenatan overhaul halamn maK pagi tadI xilang lagi..ngeh3...

DAY 5
...balik lab lambat..around 8.30 smpai umah
tiMe:nak msuk tido...bru pas skype ngan kanda..ilang kerinduan ini!!miss him so muchhhhhhh
peNemAN: xder sape teman..aku sensorang kat umah nie...1st time duk sorang ni dowh!!
maKan: megi kaRi..1st time makan after 6months kot.=))))


DAY 6
2nd day tido sorang kat umah...

DAY 7
tido sorang lagi

DAY 8
dan lagi...

DAY 9
lagi....

DAY 10
....kanda pULangggggggggg.....tido ngan kanda
hongehhongehhongehhongeh.......hoYEAHHHHHHHHHHH